People are strange.....

Life is strange .. We always want something or someone whom we can never have...  and we know that its impractical to pursue 'em, but still we do it... And in the end, like we had already envisioned, we end up hurting ourself.... But is it really worth it? Is the journey more important than the destination?... I mean isnt it common sense not to get into something that we know just isnt meant to be? Also lets just say that we dont even venture into it, are we missing out on something beautiful? I personally feel that all of us are  always on a lookout for that streak of good luck which will make everything right. Even if the odds are not in our favour. Even if we know that this isnt going to happen. We take the gamble and hope that we end up winning the whole pot. But that hardly ever happens does it... Maybe thats why we dream!

Love Sucks!!!!

Hey so after months of being out of action I finally felt the urge to write about something.... the topic I have in mind today is LOVE.... n guess what, it's actually the most overrated, over-hyped thing in existence.... sure the initial phase of being all lovey dovey n shit is exciting... but as soon as the honeymoon ends, its all downhill.... the weirdest feeling ever is the one you get when the "love" you have for someone isnt reciprocated.... its like fuck I loved that girl or guy n they just dont give a damn.... and thats when the song, She fucking hates me, actually starts to make sense.... What I just dont understand is how easily people move on... just a minute ago they were ready to do anything for u and suddenly snap they just dont want have anything to do with you.... Are we so emotionally adaptable, that we can change our feelings according to the need of the hour.. n mind you an hour is a long time frame I'm talking abt mere seconds... If thats the case then the chameleon sure has some stiff competition.... 

Change and Fate...!!!!

Things are changing, times are changing but I feel that I havent been able to keep up with this change.... I mean just a year back I had so much to do... so many frnds to hang out with but now its totally different.... Is this what growing up is all about... getting serious about your priorities.... I always envisioned myself to be a little different from the lot... I always believed that I had certain high standards that many have a hard time keeping up with... but now when I look back at all the things that have taken place I feel that I have truly missed out on life... So many chances, so many opportunities that I have either overlooked or have wasted....
But hey this is what life is all about... I am a firm believer in fate... and the whole saying that everything happens for a reason... the way I see it is that the universe has a plan for everyone... and no matter how many detours or shortcuts one takes, they are gonna end up in the same place they were destined to be...  If its written that you are gonna be a billionaire then thats what you'll be and vice versa... Has this ever happened that you just stumble on to some thing like a job or a course or even a relationship and you feel that this is where I belong... that not because you have intricately planned this... its just fate telling you that you're my bitch... and as our education system has taught us, never question the one incharge....

Something to think about

Life is strange.... no matter how much we have we are never satisfied... we aspire to be something totally different from what we are.... have things that we might not have any use of but still we want ‘em cause the other person is using them. I never understood the concept behind life. How a person with no brains, no talent, no nothing is immensely successful just cause he or she was born in a family of influence and how someone with vast reserves of talent is living a mediocre life just cause they didnt have such good fortune.... To tell you the truth at times I find this whole cycle of life pretty annoying... I mean just look at the world... we grow up with dreams and aspirations in our eyes that one day we are going to be someone big but that hardly ever happens... there are many of us who just want to be very successful in life but dont know how they are going to do that, and hence they waste all their time looking of that one chance or to put it in a better light that one stroke of good luck which we only read about but never experience... theres this song know as the sunscreen song by baz luhrmann... in that song which goes on for around 7 mins, Baz imparts lessons on life and what not... but the part that I especially like is the one in which he says that "dont worry If you dont know what you are going to be at the age of 23, most interesting ppl he knows dont know what they want to be even when they are 40.....", this part really gets to me..... I mean is it common that most ppl dont have a goal in life but have big ambitions.... if thats the case then consider me a part of the herd.... 

.....TBC

So it begins!!!!!!!

This is a write up for a book that I have been working on.... mind you that its still work in progress

Free as a Bird.....

These were the words that were echoing in jims head as he was driving away from route 22.... his white shirt  smeared in blood and his round chubby face bearing deep scratches..... after months of controlling himself he had finally hit  boiling point.... he couldnt continue on being treated the way samantha used to treat him, and now that he had a new love in his life, someone who actually cared for him... he didnt really need her... now the only problem was just keeping his cool.... sure there were going to be cops all over the place and who could blame them its not every day that a rich socialite is brutally raped and murdered... heck he had done  her more than 100 times but this time he was in control.... and something told jim that life was going to be much sweeter now that the bitch was off his case..... he could just picture himself crying over her coffin... in a black  armani suit.... black always did bring out his eyes....